I'm not happy today, AT ALL!!!!
I'm REALLY REALLY upset right now.
I finally finished my steroids treatments and the damn pills made me hungry all the time.
The result is that I gained all the wight I lost and then some
Those 4-5 lb felt really nice off of me, now I feel like a balloon ready to explode again :(
I'm trying not to get discouraged and just forget the whole thing, but I really don't feel good with this weight on me, I have to work harder.
Since it's been a month that I measured myself, today is the day for that too.
Really don't want to but here I go:
Gained 1" in my waist and lost 1" in my thighs from last time I guess not too bad after all.
But I did exercise my arms with dumbbells every day and the no change there is really pissing me off...
Now off to convince my brain that I don't need to eat to get over the fact that I'm upset I go.